The first step for me, was realizing that the way of life that I was living, was simply not satisfying, the food, the money, the "fun" the movies, all of the entertainment, television, what ever.
It was not filling a void that I had in my entire being, unfullfillment.
I stopped watching television, I began to eat healthier, I cut out the junk, the chips, the processed foods, I began to eat only food that was grown on the earth, nothing that was manufactured in a factory....
I was about 14 or 15 years old, when I began to realize that something about the western way of life was a bit off.
I ate nothing but rice, wheat crackers and steamed vegetables for over a year. I dropped about 35 pounds, lost nearly all of my muslce mass, and well that is the way I began living. What began happening is, I started to wake up, I started to see the world around me, clearly.. Once all of that sugar and meat and "fake" food was out of my system, I began to see how things were really. For the next several years of my life, I was extremely depressed after this period in my life, because I saw everyone's problems, I saw everyone that was not waking up, the people that were still caught up in the illusion of it all, being materialistic, being angry, stressed, worried about tomorrow, worried about money, this that, the kids, the bills, the car, the sadness, what they have or don't have..
Between 16-18 years of age, everything was joyous and chaotic all at once, but I suppose that age is very bizarre in itself... I may touch this period another time.
I began to become interested in shamanism, and meditation.
For those that are just begining to awaken, or if you are just curious, I am going to throw a few links for you to check out, if they resonate with you, then groovy! if not, then they will another time don't worry!
http://www.how-to-meditate.org/
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php?Itemid=70&id=467&option=com_content&task=view
http://awakenlight.org/raising-the-vibration-of-humanity-and-year-2012
There will be more to come in the future!
I will be suggesting books as well, I just need to locate them and get the titles and author's names together!
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